//there is a light and it never goes out

Sunday, December 19, 2010

I miss my ponies. so much.



Thursday, December 9, 2010

Fearless Heart

I wish i had a quiet mind, cool water and sweet old times, a better view and a cleaner mess, new shoes and a party dress.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

We're The Only Ones Awake, We're The Only Ones That Can't Stop


you kiss with your eyes closed,
because you wish with your eyes closed.



Saturday, October 23, 2010

mmmmm.




I really love my man.

and miss my friends.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

don't wanna be here in the future.




I want time to hurry up, I want time to slow down.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

BIg, Big World

I wonder where i am going.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

"Worth Keeping"





You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.

You make me happy,
when skies are grey.

You'll never know, dear,
how much i love you.

Please don't take my sunshine away.


Sunday, July 11, 2010

Crazy Heart

I wish i didn't have those crazy, panic attack, thinking way too much moments.
They don't happen to often anymore, but when they do, its bad.
Sorry for being so crazy sometimes.

Trying new things is good, and now i know.
But i still feel like i've let myself down.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

I Want A Ticket To Anywhere.



Did they tell you to grow up when you wanted to dream?
Did they warn you "better shape up, if you want to succeed."
I don't know 'bout you, but who are they talking to?
They're not talking to me.

I'm Higher than High.
Lower than Deep.


I just wish they understood where i was coming from. And i wish they respected my opinions, decisions, my ideas, what i want..and most of all i wish they respected me.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Anxiety Attacks










I really don't think i can do this.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

the summer is all in bloom:the summer is ending soon


alone. as in without you.
Thanks for such a nice weekend.
Congratulations Graduate!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010


I love how you always round the months up.
I love how your mom said i'm going to help build the deck in the summer.
I love how you said i'm going to help build the deck in the summer.
I love how you want a picture of us.
I love our silly nicknames that make you laugh no matter what.
I love how when i'm sad or sick you call me hun.
I love finding the alphabet notes from our first date in random places.
I love you :)

Thursday, January 7, 2010



He brought me flowers and is amazing.
There's not a lot else to say about that.


But there is a lot to say about how much i love my friends. I really do miss them and i'm sorry that i haven't spent much time with them. But i do love them. Lots.
I'm sorry for being the worst friend ever guys.